ya! mmg aq EGO.. TamAK juak.. :'(

" gIVE pEACE A Chance "..

oWyA! u're dAMN RIGHT! thats what we should do..

tp bila EGO sua bermaharajalela kan..

NAH! mmg xtepikir sua maw jd RASIONAL..

ne mmg adaptasi dr kisa benar..


mmg mushi akun yg mushi ne EGO.. tp tamak ka mushi?





dlu ada beztiz mushi crita bout kisah lalang ne.. ( panjang critanya, next time la bru mushi crita ya.. :D)

tp pengajaran dr crita tu kan..

kita mzT besyukur ngan teman yg kta perna ada..

kuz da next one wont b da same as da previous one.. GET WHAT I MEAN... or NOT? hehe..

hurm.. mushi still rmmbr bout berry..

*mmg kme da lama teda connection.. but he still haunting me even in my dream...*

so lately ne kme ada besms.. he made me this beautiful QUOTES :

" U COME INTO MY LIFE IN SILENCE..

AT THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I NEVER THOUGHT U CAN BE PART OF MY LIFE..

ALLAH GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO MEET YOU..AND NOW.. U PLAY A BIG ROLE IN MY STORYLINE.. WE BOTH MAKE A DREAM.. A FANTASY.. THE CROWD APPLAUED SO HARD.. THEY GIVE A STANDING OVATION... BUT SUDDENLY... OUR STORY ENDS... SADLY.. BCOZ OF MY BAD ACT................."

despite ada quotes ne pun.. ttp juak berry & mushi GADUH after few conversation..

( haii.. mmg suda jd pekara biasa, each time bsms or call mzt gado.. mcm mmg da adat uda tu..)

mybe salah mushi juak la.. I'm being EGO & SELFISH i guess for telling him bout DUMMY!

after then berry start to treat me like I'm a total stranger..

WTH.. NOW WHOS DA 1 BEING EMO huh???

then.. when berry ask me what is it that i want from him..

all that mushi can answer is :

" STOP HAUNTING ME IN MY DREAM..

STOP MAKING ME STAY AWAKE AT 3 A.M. BCOZ OF MISSING U SO MUCH..

STOP MAKING ME TO THINK BOUT U EACH TIME I WATCH COUPLE'S DRAMA! "

[ i'm sorry that i have to tell u all these.. i'm not being selfish, but juz honest! ]

but guess what BERRY REPLY MUSHI???

{ o'owww.. another surprise.. xsanggup maw tinguk..lol..}

Berry reply :

" I'm Not Gonna Stop It.. "

- mushi pun xtw.. should i be sad or glad to know that.. :O

Another DUMMY in my LIFE????? OMG! sanggup ka mushi?

hurm..

i dont know why am I experiencing this CHILL..

just like the chill that I feel on my first date..

oh ya.. did I mention that another guy is trying to steal my heart away??

AGAIN?? lol..

( NOTE this : Plis dun freak out if u know who the guy is..hehe )

but ofkoz.. we are not official yet..

so dun get all bitchy & spread the rumours.. GET IT?!

well.. lets name him DUMMY..

( but the reality is, he is a top scorer student.. especially in +maths & physics.. gilek tu anak..hehe..)

his totally not a Dummy.. but who care? I still want to call him DUMMY! lol..

to be honest.. i actually dun know what i want..

should i Allow him to be part of my life?

or i should just IGNORE him??

kuz this is totally not the first time I reject him.. but yet! he just dun know how to quit!

DARN it! haha..

then just when i thought that things wont get any worst..

DUMMY is a close fren to SPEAKY( still rmmbr speaky? the guy that i reject harshly?? )

& guess what..

Dummy was once a freind of BERRY too..

aiyaa~~ Complicated much?!

but i guess i'm just gonna go wif da flow..

and let everything thats gonna happen in the future be a surprice to all of us!

thats da beauty of life.. its a mystery!

well.. till then! :D

I ACTUALLY JOG??? PENGALAMAN YG PELIK!!

td ptg mushi p jog.. neeeh..hahaha..

xpecaya ka?? well! believe it!

sapa kata girls like mushi can't jog??

HELLO?? mybe i can jog better than u.. haha..(ckp besar laek bha c mushi!..lol)

so td tiba2 ne abah mushi ajak p jog..

(despite bepuluh2 kali mushi ajak jog but kena reject!)

but thats not da point..

ne actually mushi ada mw crita pengalaman pelik time jog td..

at first, abah n family biarkan ja mushi jog sndri..

drg pulak having little picnic d taman tu..(aiyaa~ ada ka patut??)

so mushi pun layan perasaan ne jog sndri2..
bnyk jua la org2 asing jog sna..
kbnyakannya adults la..

but then! guess what!

tiba2 time mushi jog..

adalah UNCLE2 ne kan..(dlm lingkungan 30-an la.. 40 maybe..hahaha)

dya mcm pnggl2 mushi..

dya kata : "CEWEK..CEWEK.."

but ofkoz la mushi xlayan..(trep sombong ne).. mushi purak2 ja xdngr & truskan jogging..

skalinya, time mushi jog laek..

tiba2 terserempak lge ngan uncle tu..

(aish!! knapa la xsbrapa baek nsib aq ne ari ne..)

aq tunduk ja.. n purak2 jog mcm biasa..

skali uncle tu ckap : "PEWWIT! HAI CEWEK.."

EEEIIIIUUUUU!!!!!!! PUNYA LA AQ MAW MUNTAH..

dalam ati mushi kan.. maw ja mushi ckp oo.. :

"uik uncle!! aq ne mybe satu umur oo ngan anak buahmu.. p la urat someone wif ur own age."

tp xsampai la juak hasratku mw kata mcm tu.. KETULAHAN nnt.. haha..

heeiii.. takut sua aq mw jog oo..

n then, tba2 adeqku 2 org dtg mw jog ngan mushi..

so aq layan ja la jogging ma diorang..

skalinya.. i guess u all can guess what kan..

TESEREMPAK laek ma uncle tu..

but tis time mcm malu2 uda mukaknya..

maybe dya sangka adeq2 mushi tu anak mushi..

trus punyala uncle tu kering.. hahaha..

mybe dya rsa bersala kuz kacao wife org..

( lol.. mmg lucu gila2 mukanya time tu)

hehehe.. mmg sangat PELIK ar pengalaman ne.. :D

TIME FOR A NEW START!

Heii..

slama ne.. biar pun mushi da xcouple ngan berry.. but mcm mushi maC juak teikat ngan dya..

mushi mcm xdpt mw bdri sndri lw teda berry..

but, itu dlu..

now.. mushi da bnyk wat sumanya ngan sndri..

terutama sejak da msuk asrama ne..

mushi da blajar cuci baju sndri..

gosok bju sndri..

jemur bju sndri..

lipat bju sndri..

urus masa sendri..

mcm mw suma nya la mushi wat sndri uda..

dr stu mushi realize dat mushi actually bole wat stuff sndri..

mushi not really dat weak..

i do wat i want whenever i want . wherever i want!

now, berry da pergi jau..

but mushi keep myself together & learn tuk jd bdak indie.. haha..

hopefully i can do my bez..

SAY GOOD-BYE TO BF & BERRY!!

STRESS BHU..

aiyayayai..

really stress la mushi lately ne..

EXAM result suma MENURUN.. huhu

then bout histeria yg mlanda maktab lage..

not to mention bout meetings yg mushi kena attend lagek..

fullamak..

gerenti double dos penat la..

lately ne pun mushi jd kuat tido plak..

kdng time d klas pun tido..

teda masa maw study..

FINAL EXAM bakal tiba da..

aish..

kena bngn la mushi.. time to start ur engine..

hay, hopefully mushi dpt recover soon..

doakan ya.. :D

FUN bersama diorang..:)

YIPPY!!

hari ne appy sngt kuz mushi dpt p buka poca ngan member2 smsp..

lama xjumpa ngan drg suma..

so mushi pun beciap awal2, but yet ttp jgk mushi ke2 pling lmbat..lol..

(ne hasilnya..hehe)

so td kme first p b'buka d SCR!!

agak ndak kenyang jgk la..(hahaha.. sory mushi ckp mcm tu gink!..)

skali time membayarnya..

NAH..AMBEK KAW!~
punyala mahal.. smpai ratus jgk la.. apa ndak, suma NAGA!! LOL..XD

tp mushi xkisa.. yg penting dpt spend time ngan kamu suma..^^

especially beztiz mushi..(neneem!!^^)

after da bis ngan sesi b'gmbar..

bdak2 lelaki pun p menunaikan ibadah solat..:)

kame (gadis2) yg didatangi bulan pun amek ksempatan p SECRET RECIPE..

hahaha.. sorry la guys.. jan jeles ek..:p

tp mmg yummy la cake dya..

tp harganya pun "yummy" jgk..hihi..

so mls mw crita panjang lebar.. just look at our pictures n make ur own CONCLUSION! <3

YANG PENTING MUSHI MMG HAVE LOTS OF FUN!!

THX GINK!! ^^

hahahaha.. OITS! BNGN LA MUSHI!!!

hahahhaha..

mushi2..

sejak bila ko jd jiwank karat ne??

WAKE UP. GET UP . BUILD UP UR CONFIDENCE .

DRESS UP .

AND LIVE UP A HAPPY LIFE .

HURRY UP & PUT UP a big smile on ur face mushi!

(brapa bnyk perkataan UP da yg mushi da guna ne?? haha..)

mcm prinsip hdup mushi :

"HADAPI SEGALANYA DENGAN SENYUMAN" :)

now thats the mushi we all know..

cuz what u see is what u get!