Thursday, December 16, 2010

WHAT IS DA OPPOSITE OF TWO? A LONELY ME.. A LONELY YOU..




love da title.. kinna funny kan?? but, hell yeah! it means a lot to mushi.. hehe..




now, mushi mw switch skit mood to "emo" skit.. ( haha, u gotta be joking mushi! lol)




okae, org slalu ckp.. manusia ne mmg xpndai mw besyukur.. aha, btul la apa org2 tu ckp..




hurm, kadang, bila benda tu ada d dpan mata, kita wat2 xnmpk..


tp................ bila da jau, then baru mw cari..




*stupidoodydoo much?* hehe.. not scoby-dooby-doo okae.. :D




but.. mushi try to be positive on everything.. a.k.a = cari alasan spaya sedapkan ati ne.. haha..




alasan 1-10 :




LOVE is missing someone when you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside becoz u are close in heart.




IN true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.




THE joy of meeting pays the pangs of absence; who else could bear it?




LOVE reckons hours for months, and days for years; and every little absence is an age..




SOMETIMES, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.




IF i had a single flower for everytime I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.




LOVE is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.




NOTHING makes the earth seem so specious as to have friends at distance ; they make the latitudes and longitudes.. ( aiya, alasan bout GEO pun kluar.. haha)




WITHIN u i lose myself.. without u i find myself.. wanting to be lost again..(lol)




THE reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected..




-well, there u go.. 10 alasan yg akan mushi gunakan if I started to feel bad & missed some1 so much.. hehehe..




but ofkoz, ada yg mushi mcm pelik skit..




why is it that when u miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, u hear the saddest song on the radio?? haha.. pelik kan?




&




can miles truly separate you from friends?? if u want to be with someone u love, aren't u already there?? so dun have to b so sad la mushi.. :D




Try to think it this way :


ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER!




hehehe.. despite every nonsense yg mushi da sumbangkan d atas tu..


actually mushi just wanna let u know that I MiSS U.. thats all.. hehe..




ABSENCE is actually not bad for us coz :




For everytime it was not into my ear u whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul..




IMY~ :'(

Saturday, November 27, 2010

ya! mmg aq EGO.. TamAK juak.. :'(




" gIVE pEACE A Chance "..
oWyA! u're dAMN RIGHT! thats what we should do..





tp bila EGO sua bermaharajalela kan..


NAH! mmg xtepikir sua maw jd RASIONAL..





ne mmg adaptasi dr kisa benar..


mmg mushi akun yg mushi ne EGO.. tp tamak ka mushi?





dlu ada beztiz mushi crita bout kisah lalang ne.. ( panjang critanya, next time la bru mushi crita ya.. :D)


tp pengajaran dr crita tu kan..


kita mzT besyukur ngan teman yg kta perna ada..


kuz da next one wont b da same as da previous one.. GET WHAT I MEAN... or NOT? hehe..





hurm.. mushi still rmmbr bout berry..

*mmg kme da lama teda connection.. but he still haunting me even in my dream...*


so lately ne kme ada besms.. he made me this beautiful QUOTES :





" U COME INTO MY LIFE IN SILENCE..

AT THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I NEVER THOUGHT U CAN BE PART OF MY LIFE..

ALLAH GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO MEET YOU..AND NOW.. U PLAY A BIG ROLE IN MY STORYLINE.. WE BOTH MAKE A DREAM.. A FANTASY.. THE CROWD APPLAUED SO HARD.. THEY GIVE A STANDING OVATION... BUT SUDDENLY... OUR STORY ENDS... SADLY.. BCOZ OF MY BAD ACT................."








despite ada quotes ne pun.. ttp juak berry & mushi GADUH after few conversation..


( haii.. mmg suda jd pekara biasa, each time bsms or call mzt gado.. mcm mmg da adat uda tu..)





mybe salah mushi juak la.. I'm being EGO & SELFISH i guess for telling him bout DUMMY!


after then berry start to treat me like I'm a total stranger..


WTH.. NOW WHOS DA 1 BEING EMO huh???





then.. when berry ask me what is it that i want from him..


all that mushi can answer is :





" STOP HAUNTING ME IN MY DREAM..

STOP MAKING ME STAY AWAKE AT 3 A.M. BCOZ OF MISSING U SO MUCH..

STOP MAKING ME TO THINK BOUT U EACH TIME I WATCH COUPLE'S DRAMA! "








[ i'm sorry that i have to tell u all these.. i'm not being selfish, but juz honest! ]





but guess what BERRY REPLY MUSHI???












{ o'owww.. another surprise.. xsanggup maw tinguk..lol..}










Berry reply :

" I'm Not Gonna Stop It.. "

- mushi pun xtw.. should i be sad or glad to know that.. :O

Friday, November 26, 2010

Another DUMMY in my LIFE????? OMG! sanggup ka mushi?

hurm..


i dont know why am I experiencing this CHILL..

just like the chill that I feel on my first date..



oh ya.. did I mention that another guy is trying to steal my heart away??

AGAIN?? lol..

( NOTE this : Plis dun freak out if u know who the guy is..hehe )


but ofkoz.. we are not official yet..

so dun get all bitchy & spread the rumours.. GET IT?!


well.. lets name him DUMMY..

( but the reality is, he is a top scorer student.. especially in +maths & physics.. gilek tu anak..hehe..)

his totally not a Dummy.. but who care? I still want to call him DUMMY! lol..


to be honest.. i actually dun know what i want..

should i Allow him to be part of my life?

or i should just IGNORE him??

kuz this is totally not the first time I reject him.. but yet! he just dun know how to quit!

DARN it! haha..


then just when i thought that things wont get any worst..

DUMMY is a close fren to SPEAKY( still rmmbr speaky? the guy that i reject harshly?? )

& guess what..

Dummy was once a freind of BERRY too..

aiyaa~~ Complicated much?!


but i guess i'm just gonna go wif da flow..

and let everything thats gonna happen in the future be a surprice to all of us!

thats da beauty of life.. its a mystery!


well.. till then! :D

Friday, November 19, 2010

I ACTUALLY JOG??? PENGALAMAN YG PELIK!!

td ptg mushi p jog.. neeeh..hahaha..
xpecaya ka?? well! believe it!
sapa kata girls like mushi can't jog??
HELLO?? mybe i can jog better than u.. haha..(ckp besar laek bha c mushi!..lol)

so td tiba2 ne abah mushi ajak p jog..
(despite bepuluh2 kali mushi ajak jog but kena reject!)

but thats not da point..
ne actually mushi ada mw crita pengalaman pelik time jog td..

at first, abah n family biarkan ja mushi jog sndri..
drg pulak having little picnic d taman tu..(aiyaa~ ada ka patut??)

so mushi pun layan perasaan ne jog sndri2..
bnyk jua la org2 asing jog sna..
kbnyakannya adults la..

but then! guess what!
tiba2 time mushi jog..
adalah UNCLE2 ne kan..(dlm lingkungan 30-an la.. 40 maybe..hahaha)
dya mcm pnggl2 mushi..

dya kata : "CEWEK..CEWEK.."
but ofkoz la mushi xlayan..(trep sombong ne).. mushi purak2 ja xdngr & truskan jogging..

skalinya, time mushi jog laek..

tiba2 terserempak lge ngan uncle tu..
(aish!! knapa la xsbrapa baek nsib aq ne ari ne..)
aq tunduk ja.. n purak2 jog mcm biasa..
skali uncle tu ckap : "PEWWIT! HAI CEWEK.."

EEEIIIIUUUUU!!!!!!! PUNYA LA AQ MAW MUNTAH..
dalam ati mushi kan.. maw ja mushi ckp oo.. :
"uik uncle!! aq ne mybe satu umur oo ngan anak buahmu.. p la urat someone wif ur own age."
tp xsampai la juak hasratku mw kata mcm tu.. KETULAHAN nnt.. haha..

heeiii.. takut sua aq mw jog oo..
n then, tba2 adeqku 2 org dtg mw jog ngan mushi..
so aq layan ja la jogging ma diorang..

skalinya.. i guess u all can guess what kan..
TESEREMPAK laek ma uncle tu..
but tis time mcm malu2 uda mukaknya..
maybe dya sangka adeq2 mushi tu anak mushi..

trus punyala uncle tu kering.. hahaha..

mybe dya rsa bersala kuz kacao wife org..
( lol.. mmg lucu gila2 mukanya time tu)

hehehe.. mmg sangat PELIK ar pengalaman ne.. :D

Thursday, November 18, 2010

TIME FOR A NEW START!

Heii..


slama ne.. biar pun mushi da xcouple ngan berry.. but mcm mushi maC juak teikat ngan dya..


mushi mcm xdpt mw bdri sndri lw teda berry..


but, itu dlu..


now.. mushi da bnyk wat sumanya ngan sndri..


terutama sejak da msuk asrama ne..


mushi da blajar cuci baju sndri..


gosok bju sndri..


jemur bju sndri..


lipat bju sndri..


urus masa sendri..


mcm mw suma nya la mushi wat sndri uda..


dr stu mushi realize dat mushi actually bole wat stuff sndri..


mushi not really dat weak..


i do wat i want whenever i want . wherever i want!


now, berry da pergi jau..


but mushi keep myself together & learn tuk jd bdak indie.. haha..


hopefully i can do my bez..


SAY GOOD-BYE TO BF & BERRY!!




Wednesday, October 6, 2010

STRESS BHU..

aiyayayai..

really stress la mushi lately ne..

EXAM result suma MENURUN.. huhu

then bout histeria yg mlanda maktab lage..

not to mention bout meetings yg mushi kena attend lagek..

fullamak..

gerenti double dos penat la..

lately ne pun mushi jd kuat tido plak..

kdng time d klas pun tido..

teda masa maw study..

FINAL EXAM bakal tiba da..

aish..

kena bngn la mushi.. time to start ur engine..

hay, hopefully mushi dpt recover soon..

doakan ya.. :D

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

FUN bersama diorang..:)

YIPPY!!

hari ne appy sngt kuz mushi dpt p buka poca ngan member2 smsp..

lama xjumpa ngan drg suma..


so mushi pun beciap awal2, but yet ttp jgk mushi ke2 pling lmbat..lol..


(ne hasilnya..hehe)

so td kme first p b'buka d SCR!!

agak ndak kenyang jgk la..(hahaha.. sory mushi ckp mcm tu gink!..)

skali time membayarnya..

NAH..AMBEK KAW!~
punyala mahal.. smpai ratus jgk la.. apa ndak, suma NAGA!! LOL..XD

tp mushi xkisa.. yg penting dpt spend time ngan kamu suma..^^

especially beztiz mushi..(neneem!!^^)

after da bis ngan sesi b'gmbar..

bdak2 lelaki pun p menunaikan ibadah solat..:)

kame (gadis2) yg didatangi bulan pun amek ksempatan p SECRET RECIPE..

hahaha.. sorry la guys.. jan jeles ek..:p
tp mmg yummy la cake dya..
tp harganya pun "yummy" jgk..hihi..

so mls mw crita panjang lebar.. just look at our pictures n make ur own CONCLUSION! <3















YANG PENTING MUSHI MMG HAVE LOTS OF FUN!!


THX GINK!! ^^

Monday, September 6, 2010

hahahaha.. OITS! BNGN LA MUSHI!!!

hahahhaha..

mushi2..


sejak bila ko jd jiwank karat ne??


WAKE UP. GET UP . BUILD UP UR CONFIDENCE .

DRESS UP .

AND LIVE UP A HAPPY LIFE .


HURRY UP & PUT UP a big smile on ur face mushi!
(brapa bnyk perkataan UP da yg mushi da guna ne?? haha..)
mcm prinsip hdup mushi :
"HADAPI SEGALANYA DENGAN SENYUMAN" :)


now thats the mushi we all know..

cuz what u see is what u get!

I'm HURT.. taw ka??

huHuhUhuHuHuhU..

heii, susa la mcm ne..

mushi sangka mushi ckup kuat tuk get over bnda mcm ne..
tp.. jangkaan mleset..
aiyayayai..

dear berry..

try to listen.. mushi tenga sedi ne.. mushi sakit bha dngr apa yg berry kata bout mushi..
mushi sangka berry da ckup knl ngan mushi..
tp xkan la berry xsdar yg kata2 berry tu sakitkan mushi..
pai ati berry..

mybe berry nmpk mushi mcm enjoy jak ngan life mushi..
bole senyum.. bole ketawa... bole bgurao wif kwn2..
tp berry xtaw apa mushi rsa d dalam ne..

try to think bout my feelings too..
mushi pun ada prasaan jgk.. mushi pun insan biasa jgk..

so plis STOP tuduh mushi yg bukan2..
huhuhu..

but mybe mushi patut rsa suma ne jgk sbb mushi pun da bnyk sakitkan berry..
i'm sorry for everything..
maaf jika kelemahan mushi mengundang kesakitan buat berry..:'(

Sunday, September 5, 2010

DEDICATED TO SPEAKY!

HURM..



Mushi still remember da last word u send to mushi..



"I HATE U BUT I NEED U"


~ mushi sedar yg mushi da sakitkan ati specky sngt2 kuz xtrima specky biar da bnyk benda specky wat tuk pikat mushi~



tp specky kna phm, love is not something u can force with..



lgpun mushi xmudah trima sapa2 dlm idup mushi..



mushi pun ada prasaan jgk..



mushi arap specky faham..



tp 1 day specky akan faham jgk knapa mushi wat mcm ne..



i'm sorry n pliz dun be sad anymore..



p/s:
specky! show me some sunshine soon ya! :D

( dngn ne scara official mushi umumkan, tamat la chapter bout specky dlm crita "just another fairytale! :) Gonna miss crita bout specky..thx sbb perna warnai kisa idup mushi..hihi..)



Monday, August 23, 2010

traNformation that Mushi has gone through..

hurm..


tajuk tu nmpk mcm berat jak kan??



so actually mushi juz mw cita bout prubahan diri mushi dr dlu pai skrg..



bnyk kwn mushi yg suka transformation mushi, but ada jgk yg dislike..



but who care? tu kan choice mushi..

(hehe..sok2 "plastik" lgek mushi ne..JOKE!)



bnyk org ckp yg mushi n jellyfish mmg xdpt dpisakan..



wanna know why?? cuz tu la style rmbut mushi dr form 2 lgek..hkhk..



but biarpun jellyfish style, tp each time mushi tukar style mmg hasilnya laen2 juz mushi guna same concept of jellyfish jak..



ada faham?? o blur?? hehe..



law loading dun worry, cuz tu mmg normal reaction yg org akan bg if mushi da explain pnjng2 bout smthing..



but watever style pun mushi pili, o how far my transformation has taken me..

mushi ttp maw stay true to myself..



then only mushi can get a appy life..



so remember to stay true to urselves..^^


lots of love :

M ushi

Sunday, August 22, 2010

TATIT MATA..OH TIDAK!!!!


huhuhuhu..


mushi kna TATIT MATA la..


ne mzT punca dr kes sakit mata yg kian menular d maktab..


adeyy, tgk2 tejangkit plk ngan mushi..


aish, lucu brabis ne muka mushi..


mata kiri bengkak brabis, but yg penting 22 mata pun MERAH!!



bcoz of sakit mata ne, mushi xdpt balik mktab..xdbg..huhu..



apa la drg wat skrg mktb tu ya??hehe..



but watever it is.. i juz have to b strong, n FIGHT sakit mata ne..


doakan mushi cpat sembu ya..



so dpt p kuliah semula..jd mushi won't miss too much of my lesson..takut t susa mw catch-up..XP



till then.. toodles..^^

Friday, August 20, 2010

haiya.. SPECKY really makes me DIZZY..

haiyo..

really dizzy uda ne.. dun know mw wat apa da ne..

how to reject some1 nicely??

dlm masa yg sama mushi xmw hurt him..

MUSHI SAYANG SPECKY LIKE SISTER TO BROTHER only..
but not specky, he wants more.. aiyoyo..

specky kata dya btul need mushi.. lgpun dya ada upcoming trial n
EXAM TERPENTING = SPM..

sanggup ka mushi jd penyebab org xfokus??
NO WAY!!

tp xkanla mushi mw accept dya when i know thats not r8..

btul2 pening ne.. some1? any1?

HELP MUSHI!!!!!!

...................=.="......................

Sunday, August 15, 2010

C.I.N.T.A. segi empat???

Nahh..

mcm merepek, but mmg benda ne tejd ngan mushi..
haiyoo, naek pening da kpala ne..

Love life mushi lately ne sngt complicated la..
berry start menghilang dr life mushi, then someone came..

*lets call him "SPECKY"..hehee.. sbb lawa spec mata dya..LOL..*

specky punya attitude ada iras2 ngan mushi..(in da gud way la)

tp specky da berpunya.. Far far away from him..
but specky ckp dya still xdpt elakkan dr crush ngan mushi..(Ayoyoyo..pening!)

but dlm masa yg sama, berry came back dlm life mushi..
start to care bout mushi n stuff..

mashaAllah, how many dos da pening mushi ne..

but, mushi mls mw pening2 bout bnda mcm ne..
so i decided to stay away from both of them.........buat masa ne la..

but at the end, mushi kna wat jgk decision yg TEPAT..

so wish mushi dpt decide ngan bgus ya..

******** The End*************

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Flying oFF to MERBUK KEDAH

surprise??
mushi pun xsangka oo dpt another chance to go there..
thx to da camp yg d organize kan sna..hehe..

so since lately ne bnyk hal yg da tejadi kat cne..
mcm cincao la life cne..
but still trying my bez to fit in..hehe..

lately punya pilihan raya..
btul2 x mushi expect mushi dpt da highest vote.. 555votes dr 600 students..
gilek apa..haha..

so now plak bz ngan pesiapan 4 da camp..
kadang kme tepaksa "becamping" d ofis till 1.00a.m.
mmg sadisla penatnya..

but i'm gonna do my best n wont give up!!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

OTW kembali tu maktab da..

heeii.. time tuk msuk asrama da..

haiya..sempat lge ne mushi on9 dlm kreta..

but i always get this same feeling each time mushi lalu d jln2 yg hampir smpai maktab da..

mcm agak suram2 gtu..

mybe kuz rindu spend time time ngan family n freedom kot?? hakhak..

btw, next week mushi ada S.test.. so got to start my engine soon..
tibala musim2 nescafe mnjadi tman smpai pagi..phm2 la kan..hee..
wish me luck owkey..
n juz 4 da info..mushi pun cannot on9 la law musim2 memeras otak ne..

guess this is all yg mushi sempat taip kuz da dekat sngt da ne ngan pintu msuk maktab..hii..
till then..
toodles!!

PS.. to BERRY..bial pun couple tu is not our status anymore, but just so u know..
MUSHI MISS BERRY MUCH2!!!^^

Saturday, July 17, 2010

kenduYIIII.. hehe..

weLL.. td ada kenduyi cket d uma.. aGak penat juak la..
oyaH.. 4get mw gtw time d INTRO tu.. panggil me MUSHI!!
whY musHi?? hurm, saja jak.. malas mw reveal my real identity..hakhak..

so back to da topic.. bout kenduyi tu kan.. erm, sedang2 jak..xjuak extravaganza sngat arr & nope juak suram btul..

but walao papa pun tetap appy brabish ne kuz beztiz ku dtg.. miss her damn much..sempat juak la MUSHI melunas rindu td..hahahha..

momomnya??? fulamak.. only 1 word can describe it..MANTOP!!
heii.. alamat naek lge la berat mushi ne.. btambah
CHUBBY!!!!!!!
so..as promise kan.. mushi da ckp blog ne bout mushi + dya kan??
jd stiap post mushi, akan mushi selitkan cket kisa lalu(kenangan) me n dya..
crita pasal kenduyi2 ne kan..
teingat plk time mushi beraya ngan dya..(lets name him Berry..)
law xsilap mushi la kan.. 2008 n 2009 mushi beraya wif berry..
so kita share cita yg 2008 la ya..
time tu si berry ajak mushi braya ngan kwan2 dya.. at first tu mcm mushi pun namaw la ikut..
abis kbtulan plk time tu mushi pun ada wat open house..
tp si berry ne mejok, so mushi pun wat terdaya yg mampu tuk p braya ngan diaorg..
after parents da approve, so mushi pun p uma kwan dya.. kakak kyn(bkan nma sbnr)..hehe..
at first mmg mushi kering sngat2 sbb suma geng berry pkai tshirt n jeans jak.. but mushi plk pkai bju kurung color pinkish red.. (which happens to match wif him..pedaal kame xrancang pun pkai color yg sama ne)haha..but then mybe c berry perasaan yg mushi mcm "kering" ne, so berry pun ckp la " u look more ayu in kurung"hehehe..adeyy.. pudar juak cket rasa kering tu..haha.. mushi still ingt lge menu ari tu.. MEE KARI.. but teda garpu ne, so kna momom pkai sudu plastik.. adeiii, suda la mushi ne abit comot law momom ne, heii.. tepaksa ambil cket jak.. n mkan pun CONTROL brabis ne..hakahk..last2 rugi sendri jgk mushi kuz mmg yummy la mee tu..hee..after da momom tu suma.. berry ajak mushi p luar uma tuk sesi begambar.. hehehe..thats my fav part.. tp sayang kuz all pics tu mushi da lupa save d mna so xdpt arr bg korang tgk.. tp mmg comel n sweet la..hehehe.. lpas dr uma kak kyn, kame meneruskan perayaan p uma exbf akak qiqi..erm, nothing to tell la bout tu, kuz mcm besa jak la law kita braya tu kan.. mkan..minum..crita..after tu plk.. mushi n berryn kwan2 dya tumpang keta c rurul..mushi minta tlg la dadynya c rurul antar blek uma.. so, dady nya pun antar la ne kan.. time tu c berry d blakang keta(storm) tu, mushi plk d dlm keta.. so berry pun text mushi.. dya kata : bole BERRY BRAYA D UMA MUSHI?????"
jengx4.. what happen next?? did mushi say yes o she rejected it??
well..all mushi can say is..
to be continue....

Friday, July 16, 2010

Juz an InTRo..



I'm not really new to all this, but i kinna dun get into blogging 4 quite sometime now..






so, mlas la mw crita pnjng2 bout myself ne, cuz tats not my purpose..






Why do I gstart on blogging AGAIN??






well, sbnarnya bnyk mw crita ne, its all bout my own real life story, tp dspecifickan lge kpda kisa ku dan dya..hehe






sayangkan law ada kisa yg best but xshare2 ngan yg laen..KEDEKS juak kan??






but of course ada selit2 kan juak la bout lifeku yg skrg ne, xkan la mw taw bout lovelife ku jak kan.. bowink juak tu..ahaks..






skrg ne aq da jd budak ASRAmA, so kinna hard to online there..jd its really hard 4 me to update my blog at all times.. apa2pun tetap juak aq update ne blog.. xtahan juak aku tu law x online..addicted sua..hehe..






well, introku smpai cne jak la dlu.. t baru start bab1 punya kisa ku n dya arr..^^ toodles!!