TO SOMEONE WHO MIGHT LISTEN :D

Hei you!

napa suddenly dtg dlm hidup MUSHI?

dulu xperna pun tegur mushi..

tiba2 plk ne maw rapat ma mushi..

law org nmpk kan.. mzT drg rsa pelik napa kita ble jd kwan kan?

sbb something yg org xkan expect yg kita ble jd kwan ne!

but I kinna like it sbb ada kawan mcm ko! :D lets name him "geegee"..

thx 4 everything..

tp mushi hope geegee mmg ikhlas maw KAWAN ngan mushi..

& bkan atas sbb laen..

t mushi jdkan geegee adeq angkat mushi ya.. :D

KANAPA KA?! PENING!!!!

AARRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

APA KES MUSHI NE..

VIRUS PENING DTG MLANDA LAEK!

PENING BRABIS KAPLA NE BILA KENA PILI..

( Mushi! Pliz la tetapkan pendrian mu! jan buat org sala paham! )

Kita buat mcm ne, org akan ckp ne..

Kita wat mcm tu, org akan ckp tu..

adush! jd maw wat mcm mana juak baru org xkan ckp apapa ne?????

SOMEONE? ANYONE? HELP MUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUSHI?? SCANDAL?? YAYT !!!!!!!!!

Wah! finally cuti juak at least a week.. :D

byk crita mushi maw lapor ma korang.. hahaa..

but if mushi got time mw crita ya..

well, dr topik atas tu kan..

( FYI, C CHARLIE TU JUZ MODEL TMBAHAN, TEDA KAITAN NGAN POST NE..:D )

SCANDALICIOUS!

hehe.. malu ar mushi maw kupaskan.. lol..sok2 laek bha aq ne..

sejak lately ne..

lucu mushi dgr desas-desus org ckp psal mushi ne..

ada yg ckp mushi skrg kopel ngan c ****

ada yg ckp mushi scandal ngan c tuuuutttt

bnyk laek la..

tp yg lage SADIS ckp mushi ada scandal ngan prempuan!! HOITS!

tlg ckit ya.. aq mac bnfsu ma lelaki okae.. LOL.. gilek seh!!

tp scandal ka nmanya tu law bsms ngan org??

law sms mcm kawan ja pun kira scandal ka???

aiyoo.. peningnya..

law gtu bnyk la scandal mushi ne?????? hahahahaha

YAYT! bha, nnt la mshi crita laek..tggu smbungannya ya..

till then..

WHAT IS DA OPPOSITE OF TWO? A LONELY ME.. A LONELY YOU..

love da title.. kinna funny kan?? but, hell yeah! it means a lot to mushi.. hehe..

now, mushi mw switch skit mood to "emo" skit.. ( haha, u gotta be joking mushi! lol)

okae, org slalu ckp.. manusia ne mmg xpndai mw besyukur.. aha, btul la apa org2 tu ckp..

hurm, kadang, bila benda tu ada d dpan mata, kita wat2 xnmpk..

tp................ bila da jau, then baru mw cari..

*stupidoodydoo much?* hehe.. not scoby-dooby-doo okae.. :D

but.. mushi try to be positive on everything.. a.k.a = cari alasan spaya sedapkan ati ne.. haha..

alasan 1-10 :

LOVE is missing someone when you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside becoz u are close in heart.

IN true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.

THE joy of meeting pays the pangs of absence; who else could bear it?

LOVE reckons hours for months, and days for years; and every little absence is an age..

SOMETIMES, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

IF i had a single flower for everytime I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

LOVE is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

NOTHING makes the earth seem so specious as to have friends at distance ; they make the latitudes and longitudes.. ( aiya, alasan bout GEO pun kluar.. haha)

WITHIN u i lose myself.. without u i find myself.. wanting to be lost again..(lol)

THE reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected..

-well, there u go.. 10 alasan yg akan mushi gunakan if I started to feel bad & missed some1 so much.. hehehe..

but ofkoz, ada yg mushi mcm pelik skit..

why is it that when u miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, u hear the saddest song on the radio?? haha.. pelik kan?

&

can miles truly separate you from friends?? if u want to be with someone u love, aren't u already there?? so dun have to b so sad la mushi.. :D

Try to think it this way :

ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER!

hehehe.. despite every nonsense yg mushi da sumbangkan d atas tu..

actually mushi just wanna let u know that I MiSS U.. thats all.. hehe..

ABSENCE is actually not bad for us coz :

For everytime it was not into my ear u whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul..

IMY~ :'(

ya! mmg aq EGO.. TamAK juak.. :'(

" gIVE pEACE A Chance "..

oWyA! u're dAMN RIGHT! thats what we should do..

tp bila EGO sua bermaharajalela kan..

NAH! mmg xtepikir sua maw jd RASIONAL..

ne mmg adaptasi dr kisa benar..


mmg mushi akun yg mushi ne EGO.. tp tamak ka mushi?





dlu ada beztiz mushi crita bout kisah lalang ne.. ( panjang critanya, next time la bru mushi crita ya.. :D)

tp pengajaran dr crita tu kan..

kita mzT besyukur ngan teman yg kta perna ada..

kuz da next one wont b da same as da previous one.. GET WHAT I MEAN... or NOT? hehe..

hurm.. mushi still rmmbr bout berry..

*mmg kme da lama teda connection.. but he still haunting me even in my dream...*

so lately ne kme ada besms.. he made me this beautiful QUOTES :

" U COME INTO MY LIFE IN SILENCE..

AT THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I NEVER THOUGHT U CAN BE PART OF MY LIFE..

ALLAH GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO MEET YOU..AND NOW.. U PLAY A BIG ROLE IN MY STORYLINE.. WE BOTH MAKE A DREAM.. A FANTASY.. THE CROWD APPLAUED SO HARD.. THEY GIVE A STANDING OVATION... BUT SUDDENLY... OUR STORY ENDS... SADLY.. BCOZ OF MY BAD ACT................."

despite ada quotes ne pun.. ttp juak berry & mushi GADUH after few conversation..

( haii.. mmg suda jd pekara biasa, each time bsms or call mzt gado.. mcm mmg da adat uda tu..)

mybe salah mushi juak la.. I'm being EGO & SELFISH i guess for telling him bout DUMMY!

after then berry start to treat me like I'm a total stranger..

WTH.. NOW WHOS DA 1 BEING EMO huh???

then.. when berry ask me what is it that i want from him..

all that mushi can answer is :

" STOP HAUNTING ME IN MY DREAM..

STOP MAKING ME STAY AWAKE AT 3 A.M. BCOZ OF MISSING U SO MUCH..

STOP MAKING ME TO THINK BOUT U EACH TIME I WATCH COUPLE'S DRAMA! "

[ i'm sorry that i have to tell u all these.. i'm not being selfish, but juz honest! ]

but guess what BERRY REPLY MUSHI???

{ o'owww.. another surprise.. xsanggup maw tinguk..lol..}

Berry reply :

" I'm Not Gonna Stop It.. "

- mushi pun xtw.. should i be sad or glad to know that.. :O

Another DUMMY in my LIFE????? OMG! sanggup ka mushi?

hurm..

i dont know why am I experiencing this CHILL..

just like the chill that I feel on my first date..

oh ya.. did I mention that another guy is trying to steal my heart away??

AGAIN?? lol..

( NOTE this : Plis dun freak out if u know who the guy is..hehe )

but ofkoz.. we are not official yet..

so dun get all bitchy & spread the rumours.. GET IT?!

well.. lets name him DUMMY..

( but the reality is, he is a top scorer student.. especially in +maths & physics.. gilek tu anak..hehe..)

his totally not a Dummy.. but who care? I still want to call him DUMMY! lol..

to be honest.. i actually dun know what i want..

should i Allow him to be part of my life?

or i should just IGNORE him??

kuz this is totally not the first time I reject him.. but yet! he just dun know how to quit!

DARN it! haha..

then just when i thought that things wont get any worst..

DUMMY is a close fren to SPEAKY( still rmmbr speaky? the guy that i reject harshly?? )

& guess what..

Dummy was once a freind of BERRY too..

aiyaa~~ Complicated much?!

but i guess i'm just gonna go wif da flow..

and let everything thats gonna happen in the future be a surprice to all of us!

thats da beauty of life.. its a mystery!

well.. till then! :D

I ACTUALLY JOG??? PENGALAMAN YG PELIK!!

td ptg mushi p jog.. neeeh..hahaha..

xpecaya ka?? well! believe it!

sapa kata girls like mushi can't jog??

HELLO?? mybe i can jog better than u.. haha..(ckp besar laek bha c mushi!..lol)

so td tiba2 ne abah mushi ajak p jog..

(despite bepuluh2 kali mushi ajak jog but kena reject!)

but thats not da point..

ne actually mushi ada mw crita pengalaman pelik time jog td..

at first, abah n family biarkan ja mushi jog sndri..

drg pulak having little picnic d taman tu..(aiyaa~ ada ka patut??)

so mushi pun layan perasaan ne jog sndri2..
bnyk jua la org2 asing jog sna..
kbnyakannya adults la..

but then! guess what!

tiba2 time mushi jog..

adalah UNCLE2 ne kan..(dlm lingkungan 30-an la.. 40 maybe..hahaha)

dya mcm pnggl2 mushi..

dya kata : "CEWEK..CEWEK.."

but ofkoz la mushi xlayan..(trep sombong ne).. mushi purak2 ja xdngr & truskan jogging..

skalinya, time mushi jog laek..

tiba2 terserempak lge ngan uncle tu..

(aish!! knapa la xsbrapa baek nsib aq ne ari ne..)

aq tunduk ja.. n purak2 jog mcm biasa..

skali uncle tu ckap : "PEWWIT! HAI CEWEK.."

EEEIIIIUUUUU!!!!!!! PUNYA LA AQ MAW MUNTAH..

dalam ati mushi kan.. maw ja mushi ckp oo.. :

"uik uncle!! aq ne mybe satu umur oo ngan anak buahmu.. p la urat someone wif ur own age."

tp xsampai la juak hasratku mw kata mcm tu.. KETULAHAN nnt.. haha..

heeiii.. takut sua aq mw jog oo..

n then, tba2 adeqku 2 org dtg mw jog ngan mushi..

so aq layan ja la jogging ma diorang..

skalinya.. i guess u all can guess what kan..

TESEREMPAK laek ma uncle tu..

but tis time mcm malu2 uda mukaknya..

maybe dya sangka adeq2 mushi tu anak mushi..

trus punyala uncle tu kering.. hahaha..

mybe dya rsa bersala kuz kacao wife org..

( lol.. mmg lucu gila2 mukanya time tu)

hehehe.. mmg sangat PELIK ar pengalaman ne.. :D