S.A.B.A.R ya mushi.. :( -------->>> :)

Hurm..

"mushi2.. da la tu ya.. sabar k.. ada hikmah juak ne.. the truth will come to light..its only da matter of time.. dun worry, be appy.. :) "

these sentences may sound cleshay.. hee~ but ni la yg mushi told to myself each time I remember bout that incident..

at least it helps to erase my doubt about continuing this relationship even just for a while..

SILLY MUSHI!! XD

mushi mw tnya ne, apa kmu rsa when org yg kmu PERCAYA, org yg bg kmu sngt PENTING, org yg kmu SAYANG, kutuk2 kita scara public??

nasib la mushi ne xcengeng..( pedaal, abis 1 kotak tisu scott tu..LMFAO..)

mushi akui, mushi tela lakukan silap ngan kmu secara mushi xsedar,

tp perlu ka "buat promosi" n ckp buruk2 psal mushi d sebuah laman sosial(nama dirahsiakan..hee~) yg mungkin akan dbaca ole msyarakat sejagat?? (lol.. skemanya ayat mushi..:) }

hehe.. what am i trying to say is that, xcukup ka benda tu skadar dibwa bincang kita 2 ja? ONE by ONE bha.. wahaaa..{ suda! trep gengster uda c mushi..C; }

mushi pun MALU juak bha dbuat gtu.. tlg la faham ya.. hee~

kalo org yg mushi xambil peduli buat mcm tu ma mushi, paling2 pun mushi ckp :

" ADA AQ KISAH?? SAY WATEVER U WANT, COZ I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!"

( the bitchy side of mushi da kuar da.. hoho)

tp kalo org tu adalah kmu, mushi xdpt mw buat "perangai xambil tahu" tu.. coz all of your thoughts really matters to mushi..

sory ya.. this post was not written to CONDEMN any individuals..

just wanna let u know what I felt.. :) thats all..

haha.. bnyk nya mushi da mrepek ne..

LOVE.. its a weird thing u know.. hee~ (faking smile )

well, till then..:)

him? adorable bha.. :))

as promise..

mushi maw crita la ne psal c TALTAL..

( why taltal?? kuz mushi olok dya tu ikan buntal.. but da reality is, dya xbuntal pun, saja ja mushi tu, sapa suru dya olok mushi at da first place.. hee..)

now.. where should I begin yaa?? hmmmm..

TALTAL..

I'm still learning to know more bout him

he is........

unpredictable i guess..

adorable.. :))

SUPER SWEEEEEEETTTTTTT.. ^_^

at least tats what i knew after 2 months of our affair.. haha..(such a big word plk affair tu.. start la uda mushi ne meng-HIPERBOLA-kan crita..lol)

well..like other couple.. we do fight.. misunderstood.. or apa2 ja la yg sama waktu dgn nya..

but that doesn't really matter.. kuz from wat i know.. we are really in love right now..(yaka ya??)haha.. as long as we understand each other.. and willing to let go of our own EGO.. i guess everything will be okae.. kan TALTAL?? :')

so, mushi ne kan suka boys yg prangai mcm budak2 ckit.. means org tu xla ego sngt mcm lelaki laen.. kuz he is brave enough to express himself in a different way.. instead of others yg lebi suka control macho.. not my type! sorry guys.. Xp

tu la mushi kan.. suka sngt yg mcm budak2.. skali btul2 dpt budak2.. hahaha.. well, just so u know.. TALTAL ne younger than mushi.. beza stahun la.. mushi n taltal pun heran mcm mna kami ble sangkut ne.. lol..

but people can say watever they want.. kuz from wat we know, we r happy n okae with it.. tu pun da memadai.. watpa maw sibuk puaskan ati suma org kan?? (lol.. bitchy nya statement mushi.. hooho.. )

time first2 kame b'contact kan, mushi mcm rasa yg we r just going to be friends.. mushi keep on telling myself, i wont fall for someone who is younger than me.. tp tarikh 28/7/2011 has change my prespective.. ITS OKAE TO BE WITH SOMEONE THAT U WOULDN'T EXPECTED.. besides, AGE is just a number.. & I'm GLAD that change happen.. :D

TILL THEN.. :D

the reason that i smile.. :')

olla readers!

lama da mushi x update blog kan..

bz bha lately ne.. maw SPM sua kan.. :)

hehe..

ingat ka last time mushi ada promise kunun I don't wanna play da game of love sua r8??

tp, nmpk nya da TERMUNGKIR janji mushi sndri la.. alaaaa..

but i don't mind..

coz now i found the reason for my smile..

maw taw ka apa??

ITS COZ I FOUND SOMEONE LIKE U..

(lets name him TALTAL..hehe.. i'll update soon n tell u guys more about him.. )

till then.. :)

cinta pandang pertama?? o'oww.. XD

lol..
malu plk maw crita ne benda ne..

okae, kpada mana2 penyibuk, jan kac heboh ne crita ya..
its a hush hush.. lol.. (jan mara..:D

so kisah nya b'mula mcm ne..

td me & my girls ada jln2 d bndr..

so time kme jln2 tu kan
kme singgah p hotel ******* ne, utk tgk2 ballroom for dinner form 5 kame..(OPS!busted da mushi form 5 ) hehe..
so kme p la tmpat hotel tu, skalinya....pergh!

org ENCEM mnyambut kdtngn kme d reception desk nya tu..

mushi tguk ja dya kan, then i say to myself.."OMYGOSH! IS HE BEAUTIFUL OR WHAT? JAMBUUU..haha"

so mushi tersengih2 sambil approach tu abg.. lol..

tp mushi pretend cool ja n profesional bincang bout ballroom tu..

pedaal dlm ati.. only GOD knows.. :D

seriously! muka dya mcm wilber pan yg artis taiwan tuu..

knal dya? dun know ka? nvrmind then.. hehe..

tp serious weh, he got a smile that takes me to another planet..LOL.
baru ironicly kan.. nama abg tu sama ngan mushi..

"AZRIN" tu nama dya.. hoho.. nasib xsama spelling ngan nama sbnar mushi..

anyway, mushi rasa ne just normal crush kot.. nothing serious i hope..hehe..

yang penting time kme balek, abg azrin tu sempat senyum! wah comel~, tu pun da ckup bg mushi.. :)

till then..<3

HAVE U BEEN LISTENING?? :"( kuz i still cannot erase u....

hehe..

kilik bha mushi ne kan..

but, i'm just being real..

life doesn't always follow with what we have planned..

hehe.. silly me! slalu mushi ada rsa mcm maw text u..

maw cp tyk "how've u been doing".. "sihat ka?" hurm..

USELESS!

bila mushi pkirkan balek, xguna la mushi wat mcm tu ngan dya, sbb mzt cuma dpt sakitkan ja dya..

abis, mushi juak kan yg kac sakit dya dlu.. so mushi kna trima la.. :"(

" dear berry,

da ka dngr lgu yg mushi suru dngr tu ari? mybe dat song dpt smpaikan apa yg mushi maw katakan ma berry.. just gona let dat song explain everything to you.. kuz i dun think dat i have da strength to talk to u anymore...i'm sory.. bila mushi dpt taw yg berry regret of knowing me, tat really tears me apart.. but i guess i deserve it..

we know very well dat we have to move on kan.. so open up ur heart for dat girl..wish both of u, all da best.. try not to break her heart okae? Hope we will meet again in da future.. InsyaAllah..Take care berry....."

mushi really hope.. if n only if berry dpt baca ne, kbtulan tenga maen lagu yg mushi suru dngr tu d playlist mushi.. hehe.. kunun la, mcm dongeng ja..

ironicly! tajuk lagu tu kan, my lucky number oo.. mmg mushi punya number kgemaran..

hehe.. dala mushi.. now its time for u to move on.. be strong! :D

TILL THEN...

aq s*k* ko....... :D

Uik org!

KO TAW KA AQ SUKAK KO?

hehe.. nataw apa kena ngan mushi ne..

rsanya tenga buang tabiat kot?

haha.. aiya mushi~ let go of benda2 yg akhirnya only gonna hurt you la.. :(

you've promise yourselves not to play with da love thingy kan..

tp..tp..

normal bha kan law ada feeling mcm "suka2" gtu ma someone??

tp msalanya, mushi suka skali ramai2 org..

NAH! PANAS!
agak2nya sapa la drg tu ya.. XP

hahaha.. oits! apa aq mrepek ne.. mushi2.. buat malu ja.. lolx..

TO SOMEONE WHO MIGHT LISTEN :D

Hei you!

napa suddenly dtg dlm hidup MUSHI?

dulu xperna pun tegur mushi..

tiba2 plk ne maw rapat ma mushi..

law org nmpk kan.. mzT drg rsa pelik napa kita ble jd kwan kan?

sbb something yg org xkan expect yg kita ble jd kwan ne!

but I kinna like it sbb ada kawan mcm ko! :D lets name him "geegee"..

thx 4 everything..

tp mushi hope geegee mmg ikhlas maw KAWAN ngan mushi..

& bkan atas sbb laen..

t mushi jdkan geegee adeq angkat mushi ya.. :D